Rinda Haddade

New Year

2011-12-31T18:33:00.004+07:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! cc:

My New Year's Resolution: Get a bathroom for myself.

2012 is going to be AWESOME. I can tell.

So, have a great year ahead peeps!

Spread the love! :)

xo, R.

Meaning.

2011-12-31T18:19:00.002+07:00

WHAT EACH KISS MEANS:
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
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REQUIREMENTS:
-Put this as your status after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
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IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then put this as your status within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will suprise you .

Report Card Results

2011-12-23T13:11:00.004+07:00

Dear Report Card,

I loathe you.

Report Card Results

Name: Siti Rinda Rufaidah Haddade

Identification Number: 13326

Class: 9-1

Semester 1

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Regular Class

The minimum criteria for completeness: 75

Religious: 76

Nationality: 83

Indonesian: 86

English: 83

Math: 73

Science: 81

Social: 85

Arts & Culture: 82

Sports: 81

ICT: 79

Environmental of Jakarta: 78

Electronics: 75

Average: 962/12 = 80.16

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Bilingual Class

The minimum criteria for completeness: 75

Math: 94

English: 92

Science: 89

Average: 275/3 = 91.6

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Personality: A

Moral: A

Sick: 11 days

Permit: 2 days

Happy Mother's Day

2011-12-22T00:49:00.002+07:00

Dear Mom,

Her love is like
an island in life's ocean,
vast and wide
A peaceful, quiet shelter
From the wind, the rain, the tide.
'Tis bound on the north by Hope,
By Patience on the West,
By tender Counsel on the South
And on the East by Rest.
Above it like a beacon light
Shine Faith, and Truth, and Prayer
And thro' the changing scenes of life
I find a haven there.

You deserve much more than words can say
This is my prayer for you, mom:

“God, please, be with Mom in a special way.
Give her Your blessings throughout the day.
Show her the meaning, the reason for her to stay.
Let Your angels guard her; don’t let her go astray.
Help her see the good of Your work; keep the evil away.
Keep her smiling; dry her tears, if You may.
Let her that whenever there’s trouble,
She can turn to You; You’ll help her struggle.
Let her know that here on Earth,
She’ll never know what she’s really worth,
But up there, up there in Heaven,
She’s guarded by an angel, no, make that seven:

Please, let her know how precious she is
In our hearts even if we’re not showing this.
Let her know we’re always there
To help her out through our prayer.”

I LOVE YOU, MOM♥

Love

2011-12-19T13:35:00.007+07:00

"A conversation may mend or end things, but it surely sets things straight."
-Lattrell A.

Love has different mean for everyone.

What's love for me?

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more.
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside. Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other.

Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared

Love wanders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote

Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown

Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"

Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall.

Author: Dareen

Poem.

2011-12-18T21:56:00.002+07:00

I was stunned by your smile
It makes me sick for a while
Even though we are miles apart
You will always be inside my heart

Why do I feel this way
It reminds me of you day by day
It is like a tree that grows
Were like a waterfall that flows

The sun in the morning
The moon in the evening
Wishing love will glow
Like a star running low

You turn my world around
Though I'm here underground
You gave me a reason
To stay a way from the prison

I'm sailing here in the darkness
And you are there in brightness
You are there at the top
I'm here ready to flop

I never know why our destiny crossed
Like a water that suddenly frost
Hope you are around
To turn my life around

-Xeven L.

Magic from Tragic

2011-11-07T21:17:00.008+07:00

"Magic from Tragic."

The year where everything went down, is where I found the true ones.

My life was totally perfect, I mean like, everything. But, maybe it's true that perfect isn't real. There's no such things as perfect. I was completely wrong.

I trusted the wrong peeps. I did bad things to the right peeps.

It's karma, for sure.

When those wrong peeps started to show their real ass, the right peeps was there to back me up.

Even though, I have done bad things to them. They still love me.

Thank God, those creeps showed their real ass and blow it up.

"I think I know them, inside and outside

but then, I realize it has been a big lie."

And, I thought life would be totally boring without those wrong peeps, because they were totally fun to have around. But, it turned out that I was wrong. These right peeps over here are totally different from my expectation. Let me tell you this, I'm free from drama. The feeling is amazing. Laughing out loud everyday without tears and screams.

I'm no longer looking for drama. But, it seems like they still haven't satisfied yet. They keep messing around my life.

But, I don't give a crap about them anymore.

"I got my karma, yours in the post."

Look around and try to remember.

Don't listen to what others said, it's just words.

Remember who we used to be.

Look who we are now.

Find out who we will be.

They said, the older we get the more we will become our self.

BitchFromHell

2011-10-19T19:42:00.006+07:00

"Fearless, Warfreak, Trouble. It's obviously me."

5 top things about bitches:

1. Let's start with JEALOUS.
Jealous with the other girl's life.

2. FAKE, yeah this one is obvious.
They hide every craps they have,

and pretend as if their life was totally perfect

3. PLASTIC, surgery and stuffs.
Oh yeah, but pretty face and nice body don't last forever.

4. DRAMA, always start the drama.

5. SLUT, the reason why bitches are so skinny is:
they're too busy fucking boys around, instead of eating.

Maybe you should eat your make up.

So, you can be pretty on the inside, bitch.

Get back to Hell!

Brokenhearted

2011-10-14T20:21:00.006+07:00

"I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too."

For the brokenhearted:

Stay strong. Smile. Wipe off your tears. Chin up.

You can't stay behind and close yourself from the outside.

Love has its own way to bring people back together, if they're meant to be together.

Life is tough. Love is tougher.

Shit happens. People Change. Things fall apart.

But the end of the day, the world keeps spinning.

Life's going to keep on going.

Time stops for no one with a broken heart.

So, be strong for yourself. Cause, no one else would do that.

Stay close to your best friends. Cause, they're the best thing that could happens to you right now.

Let the time passes by, don't let anything brings you down.

You've to rising from the ground, like a skyscraper.

Moments & Memories

2011-10-09T00:16:00.005+07:00

You meet that one person & your whole life changes forever.

Real love inspires you to become your best, but still loves you at your worst.

Love knows no distance, it always finds a way to bring hearts together, no matter how many miles there are between them.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just wanna pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

The only reason everyone hold on to memories so tightly is because, memories are the only things that doesn't change when everyone else does.

The best feeling in the world is knowing you mean something to someone.

Appreciate the moments you share, before the memories are all you can appreciate.

Life is only as good as the memories we make.

"No relationship is all sunshine, but two people can share an umbrella when it rains."

My dude☺

2011-10-09T00:12:00.011+07:00

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take. But, by the moments that take our breath away."

Sweet yet childish.

He's more than I could ever ask for. He's got that negative sides that makes me just wanna punch him in the face, but, that's just the way he is. Other than that, he's got so much love inside him, just for me. I know from that moment on, no one can love me more than he does. I love everything about him, even the silliest one. He did everything to make me happy, when I said everything-- I meant EVERYTHING. He might not be the best guy in the whole wide world, but he's definitely the best one for me.

Mistakes? we have done a lot of mistakes. We can't undo them, no one of us can. We just gotta learn to forgive and forget, make it a lesson not a reason.

Sometimes, he even knows me more than I do know myself. I'd be lost without him.

He always makes my heart pounding every time he smiled at me.

Loving the moment when we stare to each other and just smile, it's simply magical.

He's a giver, not a taker. He's like Santa Clause, just in a different form.

One thing for sure, as long he fights for me, I'll stay.

Love, Rinda

1612012!♥

2011-08-09T03:41:00.005+07:00

SESΔT2012!♥

Hold On, Stay Strong.

2011-08-09T01:45:00.011+07:00

"This time, my eyes are too tired to see, my ears are too tired of listening, my mouth is too weak to speak, my body is too lazy to look for, my heart is too tired to cry."

You made my heart skips a beat.

You healed what has been hurt.

You came along and changed everything.

But, you came and brought me another pain.

I love you too much to walk away, but somehow, you keep pushing me away.

You never realized, how much I've been struggling.

I'd go back to where we started, turn around and make it alright.

We're busier than ever, we never had that long conversation from face to face again.

Lately, all we have done was watching one and another from a distance and have a small talk.

You're there, but you've never been there.

Something keeps us in the distance.

Something makes us apart.

That something never want us to be together from the first place.

You don't treated me like you used to anymore, because of that something.

Will you sustain me? like you did before.
Will you cry for me? like you did before.
Will you be worried because I'm gone? like you did before.
Will you try to apologize with all your heart? like you did before.

What if I say to you, I really am tired, what would you do?

What if I'm disappear, would you look for me?

What if I want to leave you, would you stop me?

Nothing left, unless the unspoken words.

Do whatever you want, cause I don't care anymore.

start over

2011-08-01T11:17:00.001+07:00

Okay, so I deleted some of my posts. Why? I wanted to start over, besides I'm sick of seeing those old posts. Pathetic, if I may say so. I've moved on and I currently hating my past. There's no reason to keep those posts, right? DELETED!

Thank you, Santa!

So, I'll start writing another post again, stay tune people!;*

Harry Potter

2011-07-08T18:40:00.005+07:00

The message that I got from Harry Potter:

The story, at its "heart," so to speak, is the oldest tale of all time. At its heart, the Harry Potter story is a story about love. The power of love. Love conquers all. Love, the indomitable force. The life force, the essence of everything and everybody.

It is simply, firstly, and lastly, a story about the power of love.

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part II Trailer.

Champion for National Cheerleading Championship: TIGERS, RAWR☺♥

2011-04-25T11:11:00.005+07:00

National Cheerleading Championship 2011

TIGERS are the 1st champion of 2011 in Indonesia and Jakarta!☺
It's like a dream come true, I've never imagine we would win this thing.

Tigers became the 1st champion for Regional and National.
All I can say is I'm so proud to be Tigers Cheerleading Squad.

Since, it's my last year with Tigers, because it's my time to focus with my grades for High School now.
Goodbye Tigers, thank you for the joys and tears. I ♥ my Tigers, RAWR

I will never EVER forget you all. Keep up the good work, Tigers 2012 time was finished.
We count on you Tigers 2013, don't ever let go of what we already have. Just do the best of the best, make all of them proud. Show them who's the best of the best.

Show them we can RAWR all of them again☺
TIGERS, BLACK&ORANGE! RAWR♥

Tigers with our lovely coach, Ka Lusi♥
Big thanks to you, Ka. We won't make it this far without you, thank you for being so patience with us. We're sorry if we ever let you down. Best coach in the entire world! Tigers love you so much, rawr♥☺

Unforgettable 5th of March

2011-03-07T16:51:00.003+07:00

from Sesat2012♥

So, I turn to 14 on 5th March. Yeah, I'm getting older.
This is what happened on my birthday:

Sabtu kemaren gue ulang tahun dan yang pertama ngucapin itu Kemas pas banget 00:00, disusul dengan Manda dan Hanny beberapa detik kemudian.
Mama papa sama Ilham ngebawain kue ke kamar terus nyanyi Happy Birthday tapi karna waktu itu masih hari Jumat belom pas 00:00 gue gamau niup dulu, terus akhirnya pada tidur. Jadi gue ke ruang tengah sendiri sama upin niup lilin berduaan dan gue nangis, gatau kenapa itu random banget tibatiba nangis. Upin udah 1 tahun<3
Abis make a wish gue tidur, besok paginya gue latihan cheers di senayan. Alief Dinda Raniah kan janji mau dateng tibatiba Luvi bilang Alief ga dateng mau jambore, Dinda juga ke dokter gigi, Raniah gaada yang anter.
Gue langsung lemes terus badan gue langsung drop gitu, sampe panas terus gue muntah. Astaga, gue udah nangis kejer banget. Acara di PIM udah mau gue batalin.

Tibatiba Dinda nonggol senyum pamer warna behel barunya, terus beberapa menit kemudian Alief juga dateng. Gue langsung seneng, terus Luvi ngecakin-_-
Abis selesai latihan gue, Alief, Luvi, Dinda, Pane, Gissma, Shawnee, Ria langsung ke PIM naik taksi. Pas sampe di PIM kan pada main caricarian. Tadinya gue depan XXI PIM 1, tibatiba Alief sama Luvi pergi bilangnya mau ketemu temen Alief.

Gissma sama Ria ngajakin ke foodcourt PIM 2 katanya pada disana, yaudah pas sampe disana gaada siapasiapa cuma ketemu anak 11 sama ka Sekar dan Cevin. Guekan udah gregetan sama Gissma ditahan gaboleh kemanamana, mau beli makan aja harus ditemenin.

Terus Gissma sama Ria narik gue ke deket Pizza Hut taunya udah ada Dinda, Raniah, Pane, Shawnee, Luvi, Alief, Adry, Raka, Afi duduk senyamsenyum. Sumpah disitu gue bingung, yaudah gue duduk samping Luvi. Tibatiba jebratjebretjebratjebret. Taunya bunyi kado berjatohan di atas meja, gue mangap. Gatau mau bilang apa, pokoknya salting. Yaudah gue bilang makasih ke satusatu. Terharu banget <3

Chachakan belom dateng, gue nungguin aja. Katanya dia ngaret, karna gue laper gue makan duluan deh. Pas gue balik lagi tibatiba udah ada Chacha sambil megang styrofoam item, ada tulisan Happy Birthday Rinda sama ada foto bareng tementemen. Seneng parah.

Lalu pada makanmakan terus ngobrol gitu, dan Dinda menceritakan sesuatu sampe gue nangis kejer banget di mall. Masya Allah, itu malu suer. Terus pada misah gitu.
Sorenya pada ketemu di skywalk, kan pada mau nonton. Beli tiket deh di XXI PIM 1, tibatiba Raka sakit gitu. Gue sama Shawnee lari ke Hero beliin panadol, taunya tetep pusing gitukan. Padahal gue lagi pengen banget nonton. Terus terjadi kesalah pahaman, sampe akhirnya gue nangis lagi karna Raka sakit dan gajadi nonton. Ini kejer dahsyat.

Shawnee ngikutin anakanak cowo, gue sama Dinda ke foodcourt nyusul Chacha sama Della, gue nangis lagi disitu. Jadi total gue nangis 5 kali, on my birthday. Giting aja.
Taunya di deket situ ada Raka, Adry, Afi, Shawnee. Terus mereka nyamperin, Raka minta maaf sambil noyolin gue. Dia nanya gue mau apa, yaudah gue minta es krim AW. Dia minta maaf terus, dia ngejelasin kenapa gabisa nonton, blablabla. Yaudah baikan deh.

Jam setengah 9 pada balik, gue nginep dirumah Chacha, Dinda main sampe jam 11an kalo gasalah. Gue sama Chacha ceritacerita gitu, terus kita main fotofotoan seperti biasa.
Dan 00:00 tanggal 5 berakhir. Terima kasih untuk ulang tahun yang tidak terlupakan temanteman, this may not be the best birthday but this definitely the unforgettable birthday :]

from Chacha and Detta

Happy Failed 1 year Anniversary, Rahadi Bagus Rakasiwi!

Belle dari Alief. Kelinci dari Luvi. Doraemon dari Afi. Elmo dari Dinda. Erni dari Adry. Cookie Monster dari Raka. Teddy dari Raniah. Botol minum Princess dari Chacha. Sendok sumpit Princess dari Ilham. Stitch dari Sasa (ga kefoto)

Ich liebe dich☺

2011-02-20T20:33:00.006+07:00

Ich Liebe Dich, that was my personal message on MSN long time ago. You asked me "what does that mean?" I answered "I love you" and you answered back "I love you too" I'd only said it cause I mean it.
I lost in time, I lost in past, I don't know how to get back to real world. I fake a smile in front of everyone, so I don't have to answer stupid questions. I waste my own time, I let down those people who loves me.

I hold on to someone, who's not exist. People asked me what do I see in him, that makes me don't wanna let go of him, mostly I answered "I don't know" but there's something cross in my mind said "everything that everyone can't see."

He's here, and he's still alive. But the old him was gone, the one who makes my heart pounding every time I saw him. He changed. Into someone else, I tried few times to turn him back, but it's such a waste. We can't change people. I don't like the new him, I don't like whoever he is now. I just wanted the old him to came back.
He's now, some kind of a liar. I don't hate him but I don't particularly like him either.
So, I never speak to him again, unless I need to discuss something important. But, I try as much as possible to avoid him, because every time I saw him, it only brings back the old memory.

And it hurts, to see how much he changed now. It hurts, to remember how different he is now.
You don't know how much I missed who he was, long time ago.

Don't blame people of what they did in the past, that's just part of life.

You make mistakes, you learn from it. You forgive but you won't forget.
We need to let go of what happened in the past, I try once, twice, third. And yet, it still didn't work.
But, I didn't gave up, I realize why I can't let go of it because the past is still walked around me.
I spoke to the past, make them understand that life needs to go on. And the past let go of me.

So, here I am. Standing next to the future, saying goodbye to the past. Hoping we will meet again, someday.
I put my past behind, every time someone try to open my past, I avoided it.
Because I know, tears will fall down if I talk about my past again.
A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets.
He exists now only in my memory.

because of you

2011-02-19T23:55:00.003+07:00

"Because Of You"

-Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Them: Boys-Parents

2011-02-09T17:41:00.011+07:00

"Why are boys such jerks?"

You kissed me, then you lied.

You hold me, then you hide.

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After all these things you have put me through, you will just run away? Pretend like you never did anything bad to me, while I cried every time I saw my face in the mirror.

Every lies you made, I know it. You can't lie to me, I have known you since years. I know when you were lying and you told the truth.

Call me fool for loving you too deep after everything you do to me, however, you can't fool me.

I know today, you were lying to me. You didn't told me the truth, I see every lies in your eyes. Try and lie, you'll get caught. I know you, sometimes I even know you more than I know myself. So, do it. Keep lying and hiding like a coward, I will laugh at you.

"And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh"

Take a bow - by Rihanna

That song really fits in you, especially for the liar part :)

I know I'm a fool because I have trusted you, there's a part of me that hated you so much. But there's also a part of me that needed you here, beside me through the highs and lows. I don't know why, but even after all these bad things you've done to me, every pains, every lies. I just couldn't hate you, do you know how that felt? it sucks.

You lied and people never noticed, but I can see it through your eyes. You lied because you wanted to hide what's inside you. But in the end, no matter how long you tried to hide it, you'll tell me the truth soon enough.

You're holding back, you're hiding, and what I can't decide? Which one was the real you.

I don't know why but deep down inside me, I still believe that we are meant to be.

I don't care how many times you're going to hurt me, I don't care how long it took to heal this pains. I'll always be there for you, even if you don't need me.

I sound like an idiot right? Huff. Well, I tried to hate you, but I even can't stay mad at you for anything. The more I tried to hate you, the more I can't.

I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the one I can't get over with is; thinking the person who hurt me, won't ever hurt me again. And, maybe we're through, but it's like we're more than best friends but less than lovers. And I don't know what to feel about that.

"Some day I'll realize, I need to let you go. Someday I won't miss you. And maybe someday you'll say "I love you" but I won't say it back."

-@TinyTeenThought

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"I don't think my parents know what I do."

They shy to ask, so they guess.

They hard to understand, so they judge.

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How I began to explain about my parents, hm.

They love me, so much more than I can ever imagine. I know they only wanted the best for me, they don't want me to take the wrong road, but I need a time to decide which road I will take.

So, that I can make my own mistake and learn from it. Fine, your responsibility as my parents is telling me which one was the wrong one and which one was the right one. But, let me decide which one I will be.

I hope someday, you'll open my blog and read this, mom and dad:

Dear mom and dad

I'm sorry, I'm different.

I'm sorry, I'm mental.

I'm sorry, for not listening to you.

I'm sorry, I'm too overjoy with my teenage life.

I'm sorry, I'm such a disappointment to you.

I'm sorry, for being an embarrassment to you.

I'm sorry, for being me.

But,

please, stop compare me with someone else.

please, understand it's hard to control my emotion.

please, let me make own mistake, so I can learn from it.

please, let me live my teenage life, while I can.

please, let me prove you I can make you proud of me.

please, let me show you I can make you happy.

please, let me be myself.

Let me decide, who I'm going to be.

I wanna find out who's inside me, by myself.

Ask me if you wanna do something that has connection with me

because I have a right to vote, whether I want it or not.

Try to understand me, that I'm not you. I can't be like you, because I am me.

Maybe, you're a different teenager from who I am right now, but let me live it as long as I can.

If I told you what I felt about your choice, please do understand.

I'm not intend to brash, but I just wanna let you know what I felt.

You told me to be open-minded, but when I did, why did you get mad?

You taught me to stand up for myself and be honest to people. And now, I did.

You don't know how hard it is to be me, you don't know how much pressure I have.

I intend to hide it, I wanna run from it but you taught me I must be responsible to what I have done.

And so, I take a responsibility from what I have done and I learned from it.

Remember, who I'm going to be and what I did is what the two of you taught me.

I can take care of myself, even if I take the wrong road, I will go back and make it right

before it's too late.

Trust me, someday, I will make you so proud of me, just wait and see.

---> One day, when they asked you how did I become successful. I want to hear:

"We raised her to make her own choices, she decided who she is going to be. She made the right choice along her journey and that's who she is right now. It's because we taught her well."

But I don't want to hear:

"We raised her and taught her well, we also the one who made the decision, who is she going to be. Which who she is right now." <---

Lots of ♥, RindaHaddade

Back To December; Mrch

2011-02-02T20:06:00.007+07:00

Back To December

Songswriters: Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time

Fuck Relationship, Forever Friendship

2011-02-01T22:49:00.007+07:00

Fuck Relationship, I have something better; Friendship :)

Without my best friends, I'll feel alone.

As I grow older, I figure out who's real and who's pretending to be real.

When I got a broken heart by a jerk, my girls will be the one who hugged me and wipes off my tears. They do anything to cheer me up, even some silly things that as not as fun as it seems, but what matter is they try. And that's all I need.

"Best friends are the people in your life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger & live a little better."

Meet my girls:

Fanisa Rarasati. Luviana Tatyana. Anita Khairunisa.

Sebian Salsabila. Nadira Vallencia. Riska Adysti. Khalisha Pane.

Adinda Nariswari. Talitha Rangkuti.

Amanda Ramadhanie. Raniah Nadifah.

Talk: we have been through so many ups and downs of life together.

We fight a lot, and then we forgive and forget. That's what make our friendship grow stronger. We may seem like we backstabbing each other, but you're totally wrong.

We just spill and tell, but then we forgive and forget.

One of us get hurt, the rest came and messed you up.

"Satanix born to protect and fight for Sefemix, Sefemix born to love and care for Satanix: Sesat2012"

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"No matter how bitch she can be, I will always be there for her through the highs and the lows. I will be there to watch her laugh and joy, I will be there to hug her and wipes off her tears. Because that's why they call it - Best Friend"

Best Friend, means so much more than just a friend.

Friend will tell they are sorry when they told you the truth, but best friend will never feel sorry for telling the truth.

The person you call when you cry or just feeling sad, it's your best friend.

As you grow older and stronger, you'll see who's real and who's trying to be real, but they can't.

You wake up on 3 am, feeling so upset and accidentally crying, the person you will call first is your best friend.

When you're 3 years old your best friend is your teddy bear and you'll hug your teddy.

When you're 13 years old your best friend is someone who won't just get a hug from you, but also giving a hug, a very big hug.

You better be careful, because the person you thought were your best friend, can turn into your worst enemy.

Life changed, nothing stay the same. Only memories that will remain forever.

Kiss and Tell: Rinda Haddade

Fearless. Alone. Disappointed.

2011-01-08T00:45:00.006+07:00

That's Fearless for me.

Have you ever felt so alone? like all those people you've seen and you've been with everyday, doesn't feel real? I'm scared, I've been asking myself for the last 10months "what's happening to me?" but I just can't find the answer.

I keep sighing for myself right now. I smile when I'm hurt, I act like nothing wrong when my world falls apart. I pretend I'm okay when I really am not, yet people still trust it. Well, at least I'm good at pretending and hiding my feeling.

He may not be my first, but who knows if he's my last?
I loved other boys before I met you, but that's it, It's before I met you.
But I love you now, what else matters?
I'm not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of us may not be perfect together.
But if I can make you happy, mad, and feel other emotions.
Cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto me and give me the most you can. I may not be thinking about you ever second of the day, but I will give you a part of me that I know you can break -my heart.
So, don't hurt me, don't change me, don't analyze and don't expect more than I can give.
Smile when I make you happy, let me know when I make you mad, and miss me when I'm not around.

I believed you and trusted you when people told me not to. I defended you and stuck up for you.
Instead, you broke my heart all over again. I asked myself everyday, why I was so stupid.
I can only come up with one answer, 'I am still in love with you.'
It's not only the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow.
Pathetic.

In case you wanna know, I don't hate you, I never hate you.
I'm just disappointed at you, because you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
And, it's not the same without you around.
I don't want us to be just another memory, I want us to be forever.

speech

2010-10-06T11:03:00.004+07:00

When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up.

Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case, a princess.

When we were ten, they asked again.

And we answered rock star, cowboy, or in my case, a gold medalist.

But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how about this

Who the hell knows?

This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, this is the time to make mistakes.

Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere.

Fall in love, a lot.

Major philosophy, because there's no way to make a career out of that.

Change your mind, and change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So, make as many mistakes as you can.

That way, someday, when they ask what we wanna be, we won't have to guess.

We'll know.

Jessica Stanley - Eclipse

TumblrSays

2010-10-05T16:57:00.003+07:00

I know I was in love when all those stupid love songs started to make sense. #tumblrsays

If only you could read my mind, then I wouldn't need to explain how I feel. #tumblrsays

every time I try and make someone happy, I'm the one who always ending up hurt in the end. #tumblrsays

Love is scary and it only brings pain

My feelings for you is like a boomerang. Whenever I try to get rid of it by throwing it all away, it constantly finds away to come back.

sometimes, too much happiness can be frightening. 'cause you know, things end. #Tumblrsays

dear god, I don't ask you to make my life easier. but I ask you to give me strength to face all my trouble. #tumblrsays

Stop acting like you know how I feel. You don't! #tumblrsays

I don't want you to know my feelings for you. I'm afraid you won't talk to me anymore. #tumblrsays

most of the times, I pretend that everything's ok but I don't consider it lying. I consider it as my disguise. #tumblrsays

what if.. the only one who could cheer you up is now the one who makes you cry. #tumblrsays

memories. they are the only thing that remains the same, even when feelings fade, places change and everyone walks away.#tumblrsays

sometimes it is not only the bad memories that makes you sad but also the best ones which you know will not happen for the second time

sometimes when I don't say anything, it's the time when I want to say something the most. #tumblrsays

My whole life is falling apart and I don't even have the strength inside of me to fix it. #tumblrsays

the person who drew that perfect smile on my face was the same person that kept me tearing on my pillow each night. #tumblrsays

smile. it's easier than explaining why you're sad. #tumblrsays

It's not what I feel for you; it's what I don't feel for anyone but you.#tumblrsays

I got the point I should leave you alone but we both know I'm not that strong. #tumblrsays

When I read your text messages, I can hear exactly how you would say it. #tumblrsays

Each night, I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself that I'm strong, because I've gone one more day without you. #tumblrsays

"The saddest thing for a girl to do is to dumb herself down for a guy" -Emma Watson. #tumblrsays

forgetting doesn't make it all better, it just makes it hurt again when I remember. #tumblrsays

It's hard to wait for something you know will never happpen. But it's harder to stop when you know it's everything you ever wanted

The worst feeling isn't being lonely but being forgotten by someone you can't forget. #tumblrsays

My wish? I wish that you would tell me the truth. #tumblrsays

It's sweet when someone remembers every little detail about you. Not because you keep reminding them but because they pay attention

it hurts to know you'll never remember the things I'll never forget.#tumblrsays

feelings don't die. because we keep on feeding them with memories. that's exactly why.. its is hard to move on. #tumblrsays

Sometimes all you can do is to laugh. In order to keep yourself from crying. #tumblrsays

If being strong is so easy, then no one would be crying to sleep.#tumblrsays

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell what it feels like.#tumblrsays

Music doesn't lie. There is something to be changed in this wolrd, that it can only happen through music. -Jimi Hendrix

Yes, I've made mistakes. Life didn't come with instructions.#tumblrsays

I don't know where it's going. My heart, I mean. -Percy Jackson #tumblrsays

Everyone can make you smile, but not everyone can make you happy. #tumblrsays

I don't hate you; I hate what you've done to me. #tumblrsays

I wish that some people in my life would just cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something, just for once. #tumblrsays

I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. there's no in between. people will either love you for it or hate you for it. -Eminem

It's not how long you stayed together that matters but how you loved each other even in the shortest period of time you spen together.

We care for each other. We're more than friends but we're not a couple either. Well I guess, we're just somewhere in between.#tumblrsays

sometimes it's better to be quite and keep your hurting inside, than to let the bomb explode and create a negative impact. #tumblrsays

I'm sorry for being stupid and not knowing what to say to make you stay. #tumblrsays

Maybe, sometimes people did not actually change. You just never knew who they really were. #tumblrsays

I still remember all the sweet things you said, they keep me up at night. #tumblrsays

I wish I could forget you as easily as I fell for you. #tumblrsays

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart for feelings you don't want to feel. #tumblrsays

You know what the hardest decision is? Doing something that kills you inside just to make that person happy. #tumblrsays

Between our laughs, long talks, stupid fights, and jokes... I fell in love. #tumblrsays

sometimes, no matter how perfect a relationship may seem, people just change and forget their promises of forever. #tumblrsays

love is not blind. it sees, but it doesn't mind. #tumblrsays

A person who truly knows you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else still believes in the smile on your face

Happinness starts with: one word, one joke, one text, one phone call, one song, one hug, one kiss and stops in one mistake. #tumblrsays

I can't wait for that day to finally come.

2010-09-26T18:10:00.013+07:00

There’s a 12 years old girl named Nervia, she lives with her parent and her 8 years old brother. She has a new neighbor, he’s Ben. Ben’s a year older than her. Nervia really liked him from the first time she saw him. But she never got a chance to know him.

One day Nervia sitting alone in the park, she’s watching over the sky. And then Ben came and sit next to her, she’s really nervous.

Nervia: uhm, who are you?

Ben: don’t pretend like you don’t know me.

Nervia: fine, what do you want?

Ben: nothing. What do you wanna be, Ner?

Nervia: I don’t get it.

Ben: what do you wanna be when you grow up?

Nervia: oh, I wanna be a stewardess.

Ben: why?

Nervia: I love to fly, and it seems fun to work on an airplane.

Ben: I see.

Nervia: how about you?

Ben: I wanna be someone who can tell how he really feels.

Nervia: what do you mean? I don’t get it.

Ben: someday, you’ll get it.

Nervia: okay, so I gotta go now. It’s getting late.

Ben: meet me here tomorrow at the same time, don’t be late.

Everyday they getting closer than before and Nervia has found the real Ben. Nervia feels very special because Ben always treated her different, Ben never smiled to other girls, Ben never get really close to other girls. Since, Ben become close to Nervia he changed. He’s not the arrogant Ben, he’s being nice to everybody. Nervia feels really happy about it.

Ben has a secret place, he always wants to share it with someone special and now he knows who's that, that's Nervia. They laugh, fight, even cry at that place. They called that place "Nixtio" Ben said "even if the peoples aren't there anymore, but the memories will never fade away."

Today is Nervia's 13th birthday. She decide to tell Ben about how she really feels, because she have been secretly crushing over Ben for 8months, and she can't hold it any longer. They meet up at Nixtio.

Ben: happy birthday! what do you want for your birthday?

Nervia: thanks, I don't want anything.

Ben: really? well, I think you're lying. here's for you *handed a doll*

Nervia: aw, it's cute. thanks, Ben.

Ben: no problem, glad you like it.

Nervia: there's something I wanna tell you.

Ben: what is it?

Nervia: I...Ben I love you. don't hate me, please. *starts to cry*

Ben: *wipes off her tears* don't cry, it's my fault. remember when I told you I wanna be someone who can tell how he really feels?

Nervia: yeah, I do.

Ben: I wanna tell you that I love you since we first met, but I just don't have the courage. I'm so stupid, forgive me.

Nervia: yes, you are stupid. *chuckles*

Ben: *laughs* so, will you go out with me, Ner?

Nervia: I'd love to :)

Everything's perfect, everything went perfectly like Nervia dreamed. Everynight Nervia pray "dear, God. I wanna be with him for the rest of my life."

Everyday their love getting bigger and stronger than before, there's no days without saying "I love you" or "you're beautiful."

Nervia: *singing* "although the time came and went until you're dead last, all would not be able to change me, only you who is on I mused, only you can make me fall and love, you're not just beautiful, you will not be replaced." that's for you

Ben: thank you, I love you *kiss Nervia's forehead*

Nervia: I love you more *kiss Ben's cheek*

Ben: Ner, you'll always be the most beautiful memory I've ever had. I love you, and I don't wanna lose you. I won't let anyone take you away from me.

Nervia: I believe, someday we can't be together but I'll wait you no matter how long because I know you'll come back again to me. even we're no longer together, our heart will always be together.

Ben: you're the most beautiful girl in the world, I don't need anything else because I have you.

what Nervia really love about Ben is, he can't binding his own tie.

and how cute he is, when he's sleeping.

Suddenly Ben gone for weeks, Nervia really worried about him. She prayed for him everynight, she can't eat and she still looking at her window, hoping that Ben will came back.

Then Ben came, Nervia asked him what's happening but he didn't answer anything. He took Nervia to Nixtio. And he holds a flower in his hand.

Ben: I have to leave.

Nervia: what?! why? where?

Ben: out country, it's because of my dad's job. don't wait for me or you're gonna get hurt.

Nervia: *starts to cry* no, no. I'll wait for you. please don't say that to me.

Ben: this is not what I want, Ner. you know I love you, I don't want to lie to my own feelings I don't wanna forget you, and I hope you too.

Nervia: always, Ben. I'll never forget you.

Ben: so, goodbye for now. this is for you, and use my sweater or you'll get sick *handed over a flower and a sweater*

Nervia: thanks, take care Ben.

Ben: you too, bye.

it was her childhood love that she'll never forget.

the love she'll always wait to come back.

she believe they're meant to be.

when she start thinking to move on and forget about those fantasy

she remember to the things that have made her to hold on for 5 years.

today's Nervia 18th birthday.

She have a strange feelings, so she went out to Nixtio. And she saw a stranger, standing under her and Ben's tree. When she looked him in the eyes.

She know that day has come, she run to that stranger and kissed him.

Ben handed her a cookie, Nervia's confuse.

Nervia: what's this?

Ben: open up.

Nervia: *open it* BEN!!!

Ben: will you marry me?

Nervia: *laughs* of course, I'd love to but we gonna have to wait for 5 years again, or my mom would kill me.

Ben: *chuckles* I'll wait no matter how long.

5 years later....

on Nervia's 23rd birthday.

It has been proved that the wait, patience, trust, and love will be avenged with great happiness.

made by: Rinda Haddade

the worst feeling in the world

2010-09-22T16:30:00.002+07:00

the worst feeling in the world, or at least the worst feeling I've ever had.

knowing the fact that.....

you need to avoiding the most important peoples in your life, so they can be happy even when you're not.
the one you love, loving someone else. while you ended up crying for him every night.
you gotta choose between your happiness or your best friend's happiness.
you can't count on someone else beside yourself, when you're down.
peoples are trying to 'understand' your feeling, when you know they don't even understand a thing about you.
you wanna mad, cry, scream, and telling everyone that you're tired with their shits, but you ended up smiling like you're fine.
you've been replaced by someone else.
waiting for something, which is uncertain.
you have to lie for someone, so they can be happy but not you.
no one needed you, but you need them so much.
peoples are mad at you, and you can't do anything beside cry.

_________________________________________________________

She Loved Me

by: Bridgit Mendler

When Somebody Loved Me,
Everything was beautiful
Every Hour Spent together
Lives within my heart

And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was I

When She Loved Me

Through the summer
And the fall,
We had each other,
That was all

Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by,
I stayed the same
She began to drift away,
I was left alone

Still, I waited for the day
When She'd say,
"I will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten,
Never thought she'd look my way

She smiled at me and held me
Just like she used to do

When Somebody Loved Me,
Everything was beautiful
Every Hour Spent together
Lives within my heart

When She Loved Me
Like she Loved Me

When She loved me
When she loved me

La da da,
La, la, la
La, oh

this is way too sad :(

2010-09-17T12:18:00.000+07:00

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there?

Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving..

Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)

It says...

"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.

- Ricardo"

( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )

... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Girl: Umm.. okay.

(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)

It says:

"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not = will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!

( Erica turns the TV on. )

[Breaking news]

"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

Happy Birthday Nicholas Jerry Jonas♥

2010-09-17T10:17:00.003+07:00

Happy BADAY Nick Jonas. We LOGE you! :)

My Dearest Nicholas,

Looking at the photo above makes me reflect on the past few years of your life, and it’s astounding how far you’ve come. You were fifteen then, and I bet you had no idea that you’d accomplish all you have now, at eighteen years old.

Wow. Eighteen years old.

I’m proud of you. Is it weird to say such a thing to a stranger? Over the past three years that I’ve been a fan, I’ve gotten to see you grow from this awkward, quiet teenage boy into this confident, well-spoken man, right before my eyes. In a way, that comforts me, because I, too, have done quite a bit of growing up in the past few years. I’ve been through some personal struggles, some that you and your brothers and the wonderful people you’ve brought into my life—incredible friends—have helped me through. I stand here three years later, and I realize that I’ve grown up, too. We both have.

It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment in which you stopped being a boy and became a man, because unlike most boys your age, you were a little quicker on catching the maturity train. It often startles me, because I know “men” in their mid-twenties who don’t carry themselves with half the level of maturity that you do. Your mother and father definitely raised you right. And they, too, must be so proud of you today.

The other day, you said you didn’t want anything because you had everything you needed—family, friends, fans. Still, since I’m sure you’ll still get plenty of gifts (and I’m sure you will enjoy them), I would like to give you a “gift” of sorts as well.

Nick, the gift I wish for you has no monetary value. It’s something you can keep close to your heart, if you’d prefer to, or you can share it with those around you. I’m sure they’d like it just as much as you will.

I wish you happiness today, because you are an extraordinary young man and you deserve nothing but the happiest, most fulfilling life. You deserve the support and love of your family—an incredible group of people that I know you do not take for granted. You deserve reasons to smile like no one is watching, the kind of reasons that fill your heart with such joy that it brings tears to your eyes.

I wish you that kind of happiness today, Nicholas.

Surround yourself with people who love you, simply because you’re you, today.

Here’s to many more blessed days, Nicholas.

Happy Eighteenth Birthday, you handsome man, you.

By: emdanyell.tumblr.com

@rindaoo: Happy Birthday Nicholas Jerry Jonas♥

Wish you all the best, have a great one. Iloveyou!! @nickjonas #happybirthdaynickjonas :)

@nickjonas: Wow! Thank you to all my friends all around the world who wrote me a happy birthday wishes! Love you all.

Happy Birthday Mom! :)

2010-09-17T09:47:00.004+07:00

Happy 42nd Birthday Mom! :)

kemaren mama ulang tahun, sebenernya gue udah nyiapin kado dari hari minggu :p

dan ilham jbjb minta nama dia ditulis juga di cardnya.....ugh I hate him gue susahsusah bikin dia seenak jidatnya bilang "ka tulis nama aku kalo ngga aku kasih tau mama kaka bikin kartu ucapan" he's a brat-_-

terus pas jam 1an gitu gue kebangun abis dari kamar mandi gue langsung tereak deh "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOOOOOOM!!" dan.........ciuman serta pelukan menghantam gue. gue benci momen lebay bikin mau nangis tau-_-

terus adek sama papa ikut ngucapin

gue langsung lari ke kamar dan ngambil birthday cardnya annnnnnnnd tadaaaaaa mama suka yeaaaay :DDD ilham blg "aku bikin loh ma" yeah right orang gue-_-

terus yaudah pas pagi mama tiup lilin and make a wish terus mama ke blok m ketemu tante vina kita makanmakan deh B-)

dan asal lo tau ulang tahun mama sama kaya ulang tahun Nick tanggal 16 September :O

Happy Birthday Mom! I love you and I will always do. Thanks for EVERYTHING! :)

1year anniversary senhoraz2012

2010-09-11T02:28:00.003+07:00

HELLOOOOOO HAPPY 1YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY LOVELY SENHORAZ :*

ngga kerasa kita udah satu tahun bersama berbagi suka dan duka *eaaa-_-

semoga kita ngga berantem lagi yaaa, pokoknya all the best wishes for senhoraz.

semoga persahabatan kita ngga akan putus, amiiiiin.

maaf ya telat posting, abis belom sempet buka komputer.

I love you Senhoraz2012♥

Haddade

2010-09-11T02:01:00.006+07:00

Sunaryo Haddade - kake yayo

halo semua :)

minal aidin wal faidzin yaaa, maaf kalo gue punya banyak salah ke kalian.

gue lebaran ngga pulang kampung, kampung aja ngga punya paling di kuricang tuh rumah kake yayo tercinta~

tadi seru banget pada ngumpul lagi, udah lama ngga ngumpul kaya gitu tapi semuanya udah pada gedegede siiih kalo diajakin main pada soksok males gitu gaseru-_-

sedih banget cucu cewenya cuma gue, teteh ranti, sama vika sedangkan cowonya berjibun begitu

terus kita pada ngumpul dikamar maman, maman udah geleng kepala aja tuh kamarnya berantakan wakakak kasian.

terus pas cucu cowonya solat jumat cucu cewenya pada tidur-_-V

pokoknya gitudeh seruuuu, tadi mayan THR gue dapet 402ribu ihiiiiw~

rinda - ranti

bemby - ka egar - ka ewang

ais - maman - eki - mas tito

andin - teby - erik - ilham- arya

dika - vika

forgive, forget, & move on!

2010-09-05T06:44:00.006+07:00

Forgive, Forget, & Move On!

Cool Down Your Head

sudah jadi insting dasar manusia, saat ada yang menyakiti, kita pasti akan bersikap marah, defensif bahkan kadang menyerang balik. jadi wajar kalau lo merasakan hal yang sama. tapi salah satu ciri kedewasaan adalah tidak membiarkan emosi menguasai tingkah laku kita. so calm down. ngga apa-apa kalau belum bisa memaafkan dan selalu menghindari orang yang bikin lo kesal itu, tapi jangan sampai selamanya.

In Their Shoes

"how could he/she do this to me?" pertanyaan ini sering muncul buat orang yang udah nyakitin kita. sekarang coba tempatkan diri kita pada posisi dia. kira-kira apa sih yang bikin dia tega melakukan hal sejahat itu? dengan menempatkan posisi jadi dia lo bisa tau apa motif utama dia sekalian introspeksi diri.

Every Mirror Have Two Sides

hanya karna dia udah nyakitin lo bukan berarti orang itu jahat dan ngga punya sisi baik sama sekali. dia juga manusia yang punya sifat mau menang sendiri dan egois. mungkin dia juga berada dalam pengaruh orang atau hal lain yang membuat dia bertindak sejauh itu. jadi coba inget sifat baik dia, pasti dia punya banyak kelebihan yang ngga lo sadari.

Don't be a Drama Queen

kalau segala cara udah lo coba tapi belum juga bisa memaafkan, saatnya untuk introspeksi diri lagi. apa lo terlalu berlebihan menilai kejadian yang bikin orang tersebut gabisa dimaafin? apalagi kalau disetiap kesempatan lo berusaha membuat orang lain bersimpati sama lo dan berbalik membenci orang tersebut. that's really un-fair. buka hati lo lebar-lebar supaya bisa lebih mudah memaafkan.

The Past Won't Change

apapun kesalahan mereka, sesakit-sakitnya perasaan lo dan secerdas apapun rencana bales dendam yang lo siapin, sebenernya ngga akan ngubah kenyataan bahwa itu semua udah terjadi. membuat seseorang merasa bersalah seumur hidupnya tetap aja ngga akan bisa mengubah masa lalu. bisa-bisa, malah lo yang tersiksa karna terus hidup dalam amarah dan dendam. kalau itu yang terjadi, jangan heran lo jadi kesulitan melangkah kedepan. So, it's best to forgive and left it behind.

It Happens For a Reason

apapun yang terjadi dalem kehidupan kita ada maksut dan tujuannya. bisa untuk pelajaran, melatih kesabaran, termasuk belajar memaafkan. jadi jangan 100% menyalahkan orang yang udah nyakitin kita, karna tanpa lo sadarin bisa aja dulu lo udah nyakitin dia berkali-kali, bisa aja dia udah menahan kesabarannya cukup lama. jadi akhirnya dia meledak dan melakukan hal yang sejauh itu. semua itu ada sebab dan akibatnya, lebih baik lo tanya dulu ke diri lo sendiri pernah ngga lo nyakitin dia.

Get Over It and Move On

semua teori di atas emang gampang kalau dibicarain. pada kenyataannya, it's really hard to forgive if we never really forget. it's a two different things. melupakan adalah menganggap sesuatu ngga pernah terjadi sehingga kita ngga belajar dari pengalaman. sedangkan memaafkan adalah berhenti mempermasalahkan suatu hal, mengambil hikmahnya and move on with your life.

-GOGIRL! 3rd Anniversary
cover: Ashley Tisdale♥

quotes and photographs

2010-09-01T22:28:00.009+07:00

found some quotes and pictures on a website, check it out.

Love Quotes

Photographs

she talks, I listen

2010-09-01T19:43:00.005+07:00

God, please let me be strong, hold my hand, wipe my tears, help me to stand up.
if this is the best, if this is the way. let them happen.
make him and my best friend happy, I'm fine I'm happy for them :')
I'll just follow wherever the wind takes me to, I'm sure it's the place to go for me.

I'm not mad at her, not at all. in fact I'm so happy because I finally did something good for someone else.
When I'm still with him I promised him I'll make him happy but I never did, I always make him sad and confuse with all the things I wanted. And now I want to do something right, I want to keep my promise.
I'm sure she's much better than me, she can understand him more than I do.

I'm not saying she's MT or whatsoever, I'm nobody to him I'm only his friend.
And she's my best friend, who's always there when I need her.
If I keeping my ego, I'll hurt them so it's my time to learn to let go.
I'll help them to work things out, beside I've moved on last night, so whatever :P
I hope a miracle will happen on this month, I hope God will listen to all my prayers.
I pray if he's not for me than help me to learn to let him go, let him find the right one for him, let him be happy.
I pray she's my best friend, make her happy, make her forgot about her ex, help her find the right one for her, let her find her happiness.
I don't wanna be selfish, I wanna be a strong girl like chacha :)

welcome dear September ☺

2010-09-01T01:00:00.010+07:00

Hello September!! I'm ready for a whole new world.
can't believe it, 2010 feels so fast. it feels like yesterday I'm still in 7th grade, and now? I'm in 8th grade. I guess that's why Tiffany William said "Make every second of your life count. Because that's life: No rewind."

oh, I can't wait for September 5th!! Camp Rock 2 is on Disney Channel and.....NICK JONAS is singing for me!!! well not me actually, I just hope that was me-_-

on September 9th, SENHORAZ have been together for 1year!! sharing the tears, the joy, the broken heart, the falling in love story, the fighting part, everything makes us more stronger than before, don't care how much we mad at each others in the end we will always work it out and get back together again. I hope our friendship will last forever, love you girls :*

and guess who's having a birthday this month? my MOM!!!☺
on September 16th my mom is going to be 42 years old, ohmyGod don't grow old so fast mom I still wanna be your little girl, sharing stories about school friends and boys. I don't know what will I do without you mom. I love you mom I always do, sorry I can't make you proud of me but I'll try mom I'll never give up on trying just like you never give up on me.

it's 1.16am and I still can't sleep and the bloody hell thing is....it's Wednesday!! I always got a crap on Wednesday, well let's just hope I don't get any troubles today. Amien

here's a shocking thing, am I really have moved on? it's like "hey to be friend with you is fun, what just happened between us about a 5month ago is the most wonderful memory I had, thanks for everything" and I was like, duh c'mon rinda you finally did it, you've moved on even I'm sure it's not 100% but at least it works. And I think I like another boy, but I'm not sure about his feelings to me. He's being very nice to me, he cares about me, he tried to find me a new boyfriend but he doesn't realize he's the one that I want :P
well let's just hope for the best, God knows how it works out for me :)

going to watching a dvd now then off to bed, good night all :*
see you until next year August, thanks for the memories.

xo, Rinda♥

let's talk about crap

2010-08-31T21:37:00.002+07:00

let's talk about this crap.
some boys in my school think like they own this world.
fighting over a girl, thinking like "hey, I'm better than you. you're no other than just a junk" psssh yeah right, look at yourself before you say something bad about someone else. don't you look like a junk right now? well, here's my answer. YES!

do you think by telling "I just kicked his face yesterday" or "my punch is harder than he is" to everybody will makes you look better? No, NOT AT ALL! it will just makes you look worse than before. you want a fight? why don't you take a knife and kill each others, huh? that will looks more good than just bragging about your unbeatable power.

kalian pikir dengan cara kalian ngomong kotor atau kalian berantem itu bakal ngebuat kalian di hormatin orangorang? kalian pikir dengan cara kaya gitu kalian bakal keliatan dewasa? NGGA WOY!! sadar ya kalian tuh masih pada dikasih makan sama orang tua kalian, buat apa kalian soksok jagoan? biar dipandang sama yang lain? yang ada itu cuma ngebuat kalian dibenci, diomongin dibelakang, orang yang temenan sama kalian juga ngga tulus. maaf ya bukan sok bijak tapi gue cuma ngomong apa adanya kok. ngga suka? bodo amat.

kalian merasa kalian waras? kalian merasa kalian cowo sejati? cowo sejati bukan ditunjukin dengan cara berantem tapi itu ditunjukin dari sikap kalian, kalo emang ada orang yang ngolokngolok kalian dan kalian merasa kalian waras, ngalah bisakan? karma itu berlaku kok, suatu saat mereka bakal dapet pembalasannya.

so, just deal with it. cewecewe gasuka sama cowo sok jagoan, itu malah bikin mereka ilfeel apalagi sama cowo yang sok bokep. iwuuuh mending mati tau daripada liat cowo kaya gitu, cowo yang dulunya baik nyenengin seru sekarang tibatiba berubah sok bokep sok jagoan.
maaf ya tapi mending lo mati deh daripada lo hidup cuma dibenci doang, nyampah tau.
no offense ya, gue ngepost kaya gini buat nyadarin doang kok before it's too late.

damaidamai aja ya kita, gausah ribut. kalo lo curhat ke gue cuma buat nunjukin kehebatan lo mending lo mati aja deh saran gue :)
pizz awt ^o^V

creating my own love story

2010-08-30T01:12:00.006+07:00

Facts:

I hope I could turn back the time
I'm not ready and will never be ready to lose you
I'm suffering
I'm not okay when I wake up and I know my fairytale is over
I'm praying for you every night
I'm waiting and wishing for a better day with you

_____________________________________________

love is your memory, love is your future also. so, don't throw away your memory, learn for your future from there. wish for it and fight for it!

there you are standing right in front of me.....

your smile shine brighter than the sun.....

wishing for a whole new world with you.....

we wish we can be together forever.....

then having the most fantastic adventure.....

it's just you and me.....

dancing under the moon.....

looking each others eyes.....

feeling like this world belong to us.....

having a fight because some silly things.....

losing contacts for a few day.....

missing each others.....

laughing about some silly things.....

doing some silly things.....

the memories we've build up together will last forever.....

"when we really have to let go each other, I will wait for you.

no matter how long, because I always wish that you will come back someday.

I love you and I will always do."

Like We Used To - A Rocket To The Moon

2010-08-28T20:22:00.001+07:00

Like We Used To - A Rocket To The Moon

I could feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart; fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago,
Oh I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow and we both know
It should have been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

I know that love happens all the time, love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
You're on my mind, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
And that happens all the time, love
(Oh darling, I know I'm not needed)

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like your invincible
With every word he'll say
Can you promise me that this was right?
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things?
Like we used to

Oh like we used to

Lucky - Jason Mraz

2010-08-28T20:18:00.002+07:00

Lucky - Jason Mraz

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

reminds me of them

2010-08-25T20:08:00.002+07:00

demi apapun itu gambargambar lucu bangettttt, tadi usil nyari terus ketemu gambargambar itu nah tibatiba keinget dua monyet gue, raka dan raja-_-

yaudah daripada bosen gue masukin blog deh HAHAHA, maaf ya lagi gila.

raka sama raja ngga ol lagi gue kan lagi badmood bingung mau marahmarah ke siapa, bb gue off pula jadi gabisa bbm raja, raka mau disapa dia away.

huuuuu butuh tempat bersandar dan menangis nih~

gatau kenapa tibatiba badmood gitu terus skrng jadi gila gitu, astaga...........

udah deh mau bergila dulu babaaaay~

watch it

2010-08-22T21:37:00.002+07:00

7things with gissma

hot n cold with gissma and luvi

ini video di saatsaat gila, silahkan kalo mau nonton-_-

my stupid little brother

2010-06-27T17:22:00.004+07:00

itu adek gue namanya Muhammad Marwan Ilham Haddade~_~

dia kelas 2sd sekarang naik kelas 3, dia ulang tahun tanggal 28 febuari, tepatnya 5hari sebelum ulang tahun gue.

sifatnya tuh keras kepala dan pecicilan, terus kalo lagi dimarahin nyokap pasti dia langsung dateng ke kamar gue sambil nangis abis itu cerita terus nanti gue kelonin unyuuu :3

kalo udah ribut sama gue kita bisa main katakataan sampe berharihari tapi sekalinya akur itu akur bangettt.

dia suka sama cewe yang namanya sessa temen sekelas dia, anaknya sih manis tp cempreng banget suaranya T_T

ohiya nanti kalo nyokap bokap lagi adu bacot gitu adek gue langsung bilang "tom and jerry" gue langsung nyambung "mulai" kiwkiw haha.

well that's all about my stupid little brother, love you bro mwah♥

_____________________________________

udah ya sekarang gue mau istirahat tadi pagi pas bangun tidur gitu badan gue anget banget.

satu rumah sakit semua, nyokap sih cuma batuk doang adek juga tapi gue nih keringet dingin njirrrr-_-

gotta go, bye

report card

2010-06-26T18:24:00.007+07:00

Laporan Hasil Belajar Peserta Didik Semester 2

Nama: Siti Rinda Rufaidah

No Induk: 13326

Agama Islam: 70 --> 81

Pkn: 71 --> 74

Bahasa Indonesia: 72 --> 78

Bahasa Inggris: 71 --> 81

Matematika: 66 --> 72

IPA: 71 --> 76

IPS: 70 --> 71

Seni Budaya: 71 --> 71

Olahraga: 71 --> 76

TIK : 72 --> 81

PLKJ: 72 --> 77

Elektro: 68 --> 71

Jumlah: 909

Rata-rata: 75.75

Ranking: 29

Rapot Bilingual

English

listening: 71 --> 80 = excellent

speaking: 71 --> 80 = excellent

reading: 71 --> 80 = excellent

writing: 71 --> 80 = excellent

Mathematic

concept: 66 --> 66,67 = good

logical reasoning and communication: 66 --> 66,67 = good

problem solving: 66 --> 66,67 = good

Science

theory: 71 --> 71 = good

practice: 71 --> 71 = good

Information and Communication Technology

theory: 72 --> 85 = mastered

practice: 72 --> 85 = mastered

yang sebelah kiri itu KKM yang sebelah kanan nilai gue.

nilainya sih naik dari semester satu jumlah nilainya 890.....-_-

TAPI TETEP AJA NOT ENOUGH, ITU RANKING 29 YA TUHAN :'((((

kayanya waktu sd gue 5besar terus dah ini kok sampe terjun ke 20besar ya, jagojago.

nyokap ceramah sepanjang jalan kenanga...eh salah sepanjang jalan pulang tapi gue pake jurus "anti mama marah" akhirnya nyokap malah ketawa karna lawakan gue padahal bagi gue itu garing-_-

HELLO 8-1 :D

GOODBYE 7-1 :'((

May 11th, 2010 = Papa and Icha's Birthday

2010-05-16T01:19:00.002+07:00

halo semuaaaaa, mau gue inget nih cerita soal selasa kemaren :D

jadi bokap gue sm icha itu ulang tahun, sayang bokap gue lagi di palembang jadi ngga bisa dirayain huhu, loveyoupapaaa:')

nah terus pas disekolah anakanak bundofamily sm senhoraz pada kaya biasa aja sm icha seolaholah gaada kejutan buat dia, padahal kita tuh udh ngebeli kuetart terigu sm kopi spesial buat icha HAHA.

pas pulang sekolah kita pada berangkat naik mobilnya chacha, yg ikut tuh gue raka raja chacha dwira cevin afi nadine luvi anita pane raniah valdy sm dito. buseeet itu dimobil udh empetempetan deh sangkin gamuatnya raka raja cevin afi nyewa angkot ~.~

ka seby sm mamanya icha aja seneng, malah mamanya icha nyuruh icha disiramin pake terigu. yaaah tante demen u.u

abis itu icha udh selesai mandi, nah kita tuh udh pada siap dibawah buat ngagetin icha sambil megang kuetart.

dan icha turun.....................JENG!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICHA!!!!!!!

semua pada nyanyi happy birthday buat icha, huuuuu :')

terus udhkan tuh acara tiup lilin dan segala macem, abis itu kita pada nyeret icha keluar awalnya icha kira dia mau dikasih kucing terus dia sempet gamau gitukan akhirnya diseret ramerame, sampe luar.................bressssss terigu sm kopi langsung membasahi icha yg baru mandi dan lagi pake baju bagus itu wakakakak, tapi gatau kenapa icha yg gue siram pake terigu malah rok gue yg penuh terigu-_-

udah deh kita pada main lemparlemparan terigu campur kopi sampe mata tuh pada kelilipan-_-

teruskan gue cuci muka gitu sm raka di garasinya icha, eh tibatiba pada nereakin "mandi bareng" -________- Tuhan astaga ckck.

terus malah jadinya pada main siramsiraman air, raka dwira dito pada kabur terus kita kejarkejar kita paksa, dan gue maksa raka wakakaka akhirnya dia mau juga dengan tampang pasrah kaya udh mau gue makan(?) oke itu lebay wkwk.

terus yaudah abis itu mamanya icha bikin spaghetti sm puding pake sirup jeruk beeeeeh o.O

tapi sayang gue lagi gamau makan banyak jadi cuma makan dikit padahal enak bgt loooh(Y)

abis itu udh deh kita pada pulaaang dan sampe rumah gue langsung demam sampe muntahmuntah-_- ckck dan ternyata raka juga sakit sampe rumah dia.

cieeeee sehati kiwkiw(?) apasih-_-

udah deh gue ingetnya cuma segitu ahaha, ngantuk ah udh jam 2pagi.

tidur yaaa bye all

UTS semester 2

2010-05-06T22:11:00.006+07:00

Nilai UTS semester 2

MTK: 50 - 66

Agama: 76 - 71

Bahasa Indo: 75 - 72

Bahasa Inggris: 76 - 72

TIK: 80 - 72

IPA: 82 - 72

IPS: 82 - 70

Elektro: 38 - 68

PLKJ: 70 - 71

PKN: 66 - 71

Seni Budaya: 68 - 71

gila itu jelek bgt ya nilai gue-_- apalagi elektro diiih, untung gue udh ngerjain tugasnya dapet 97 doong, ohiya cevin makasih yaaaaa lopyu deh wakakaka.

dan itu plkj tanggung bgttttt tinggal 1, semoga bu tari baik mau nambahin, amin.

mtknya........gausah ditanya ya itu lupakan aja, kalo gue tuntas itu tandanya gue nyontek-_- eh tapi gue emang banyak bgt yang nyontek sm si cevin ganteng sih wkwk :p luvi sm gissma juga ikutan tuh, kalo chacha sama khresna, parah bgt yaaa ~.~

pokoknya nilai gue tanggung semua deh, masa sampe 5 dibawah kkm sih?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAAA SUMPAH MALU GUE.

oke pokoknya UK3 harus lebih tinggi lagi, gaboleh mainmain kalo ngga bisa digoreng sama nyokap nih gue-__- rawrrrr.

GFW!!!

hannyzahralista♥

2010-04-22T22:19:00.006+07:00

lista. zahra. hanny♥

gila yaaaa kangen bgt sama mereka bertiga, pasti sekarang mereka udh berubah bgt

dari sd yg masih culun bau kencur gitu sampe smp yg makin pada cantik, dan gue nyampah sendiri-_-

kalo gue sama hanny udh sahabatan dari kelas 3, kalo zahra sama lista kelas 5.

gue kangen bgt sama mereka, rencananya nih besok kita mau ketemuan di mcd sekbil.

yaaaa semoga aja dibolehin sama nyokap.

waktu sd kita sering berantem, yaoloh kalo ngingetnya tuh ngakak sendiri.

dulu gue loh yg paling sering dimusuhin, maklum gue rada ngocol gitu dulu HAHA-_-

tapi yaudahlah itukan udh dulu bgt, sekarang udh pada berubah.

ini sifat mereka yg gue tau

hanny: dia tuh manja, baik, dan dulu dia tuh cengeng haha. terus kalo gue lagi sedih bgt dan gaada temen, hanny pasti ada di sana nemenin gue. huhu loveyou han♥

dan asal lo tau ya dia itu CANTIK PARAH!! dan dia itu gadis remaja

yg sangat amat beruntung. I envy you han.

zahra: dia tuh baik, seru, kocak dan dia itu cantiknya naujubillah yaa-_- (kayanya disini gue paling jelek, unyuuu~). dulu gue sempet deket bgt sama zahra karna apayaa lupa

dan zahra itu jago bgt main basketnya, so amazing gitu u.u

hahaha loveyou zah♥

lista: dia tuh cerewet, rusuh, baik, cantik pula beeeh. dia itu pecicil bgt

gamau diem orangnya-_- dia suka curhat ke gue soal mantan pacarnya yg dia sayang bgt haha.

dulu gue sempet selek gitu deh sm lista, tapi yaa baikan juga toh haha, loveyou lis♥

aaaaaah pokoknya gue sayang bgt sama mereka bertiga, bagi gue mereka yg paling

deket sama gue waktu sd, dan mereka yg paling baik ke gue haha.

kangen sd deh jadinya :'(( eh tapi waktu sd gue apabgt udh ngocol jelek pula sama kaya sekarang weeeek-___-

kangen bgt sama mereka, besok harus ke mcd pokoknya titik!!

ILYSM and IMYSM girls♥ :)

God always give the best for us :)

2010-04-02T02:17:00.001+07:00

Kadang kita meminta pada Allah setangkai bunga yang indah,

tapi Ia beri kaktus yamg berduri.

Kita meminta kupu-kupu, tapi diberi ulat.
Kitapun sedih dan sampai kecewa
namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga,
indah sekali dan
ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang cantik.
Itulah jalan Allah,
indah kalau sudah pada waktunya
Allah tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan,
tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita butuhkan.
Kadang kita sedih, kecewa, terluka, berburuk sangka,
tapi jauh diatas segalanya
Dia sedang merajut yang terbaik untuk hidup kita.
jadi tidak ada putus asa dalam hidup ini
Selama kita berbaik sangka kepada-Nya

send it on - disney stars

2010-04-01T18:39:00.005+07:00

Send It On

Disney's Friends For Change
Featuring: Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato

____________________________________________________________________

MILEY

A word's just a word

'Til you mean what you say

NICK

And love isn't love

'Til you give it away

MILEY

We've all got to give

NICK

Yeah, something to give

BOTH

To make a change

Send it on

On and on

Just one hand can heal another

Be a part

Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire

With one little action

The chain reaction will never stop

Make it strong

Shine a light and send it on

DEMI

Just smile

JOE

Just smile

DEMI

And the world

JOE

And the world

BOTH

Will smile along with you

JOE

That small act of love

That's meant for one

BOTH

Will become two

MILEY

If we take the chances

NICK

To change circumstances

BOTH

Imagine all we can do

If we...

ALL

Send it on

On and on

Just one hand can heal another

Be a part

Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire

With one little action

The chain reaction will never stop

Make it strong

Shine a light and send it on

Send it on

SELENA

Oh, send it on

MILEY & NICK

There's power in all of the choices we make

DEMI & JOE

So I'm starting now, there's not a moment to wait

SELENA

A word's just a word

Until you mean what you say

SELENA & KEVIN

And love isn't love

'Til you give it away

ALL

Send it on

On and on

Just one hand can heal another

Be a part

Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire

With one little action

The chain reaction will never stop

Make it strong

Shine a light and send it on

Send it on

On and on

Just one hand can heal another

Be a part

Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire

With one little action

The chain reaction will help things start

Make it strong

Shine a light and send it on

DEMI

Shine a light and send it on

ALL

Shine a light and send it on

senhoraz♥

2010-04-01T16:09:00.006+07:00

senhoraz♥ itu : rinda sasa manda nadine icha kika.

mereka tuh anaknya bokep astaga, ngga ketolong deh bokepnya dan itu nuler ke gue-_-

udah gitu mereka juga main sama si trio kwek kwek yang sama juga gilanya yaitu valdy rico audi

mereka suka ngomong '161? SEX BEBAS!' sambil tosan gitu gila kan ya?-,-

tapi sumpah mereka semua tuh orangnya kocak abis, seru parah deeeeh gabosen gue kalo main sama mereka bisabisa lo malah sakit perut haha.

Amanda Halimah Ramadhanie: manda itu cantik baik seru terus dia itu yang paling bokep diantara yang lain deh. dan dia itu sangat dan teramat jorok dan pecicilan-_-

Nadira Vallencia: nadine tuh eksis banget deeeeh, dia pacarnya bima beruntungnya bima punya cewe kaya dia yaaa udah baik cantik pula. dia suka cerita sama gue dan gue juga suka cerita sm dia.

Khalisha Sabrina Pane: icha itu cantik baik dan lemot parah, susah deh kalo udah ngomong sama dia. gue harus muter kesana kesini dulu baru nanti dia ngerti-_-

Sebian Salsabila: sasa itu cantiiiiiiiik parah ya Allah, najis gue gatau dia anak siapa yg jelas cantiknya ganahan. dia baik seru, temen seperbokepan gue(Y)

Riska Adysti Nourma Sari: kika itu pinter cantik baik seru mantan dia beeeh gantengganteng, dia eksis bgt deh pokoknya

pokoknya gue sayang banget sama mereka deh aaaaaaah, love you guys :')

I.♥.you.mama :')

2010-03-29T01:33:00.005+07:00

dia adalah seorang malaikat bagi gue, meski kadang gue marah sama dia,
gue merasa dia tuh udah ngancurin semuanya tapi gue salah,
dia cuma mau yang terbaik untuk putrinya.
dia pernah bilang sama gue, dia tuh sayang sama gue melebihi
apapun di dunia ini, dan gaada yang bisa gantiin posisi itu.

kata mama selama ini dia keras sama gue karna dia
gamau gue terbesar jadi anak yang manja, dia mau gue jadi seseorang yang kuat,
yang bisa menghadapi semua cobaan yang ada buat gue.
kadang gue suka kesel kenapa mama selalu ngebuat keputusan
buat gue tanpa ngomongin sama gue, gue suka mikir
"apasih untungnya? gaada tau 0 besar" tapi mama
bilang untungnya gaakan gue rasain sekarang tapi 10 tahun lagi baru terasa.
gue selalu merasa gue udah penuhin semua yang mama minta, tapi gue salah.
mama yang selalu menuhin apa yang gue minta, gue hanya bisa
minta hak doang tapi gue lupa sama kewajiban yang gue punya.
mama nyuruh belajar ngerjain peer, tapi gue malah tidur,
padahal nanti yang untung gue sendiri.
gue gapernah prihatin sama kondisi orang tua gue,
pokoknya yang gue tau cuma apa yang gue mau harus gue dapetin.

I'm a selfish girl, and for that, I hate myself more than anybody else :'(

mama maafin rinda ya selama ini rinda cuma bisa ngecewaiin mama, rinda cuma bisa nuntut doang, rinda gapernah ngertiin kondisi mama.
rinda janji ma, rinda bakal berubah, rinda janji rinda bakal buat mama bangga.

"The person I admire most is my mom, because she is a fighter,
who never gives up on what she believes in and she never gives up on me.
And knowing my mom is proud of me, means more than any crown."

I love you so much, Mom. Thank you for EVERYTHING.

Newbie

2009-10-03T00:20:00.002+07:00

Hey, I'm Siti Rinda Rufaidah Haddade. Call me Rinda or Nina.

Was born on 5th of March, 1997.

Secretly dreaming to be a Psychologist, because I want to help people with their problems.

In here, you'll read what's happening in my daily life, my friendship, and my lovelife.

Enjoy my posts :)